Fucking Despo-sssssss

March 27th, 2007 by l0s3r66

Totally fuckedup cuz someone used my account to send ’smiles’ to fucking-desperate-for-sex guys!! errrkkkk…. A message to the fucking culprit: PLEASE SEND ‘SMILE’ TO GUYS WHO ARE NOT FUCKING DESPERATE! Fucking desperate guys are fucking turn-offs!

nuff said. Ps: sorrie for the vulgarity, i’m usually veri well-mannered. *big grin+nodding*

life is like my toilet bowl

March 14th, 2007 by l0s3r66

Stupid tubo engine is going off under my butt AGAIN! Dunno wat the hell izit. Was guessing it might be a atomic bomb ready to explode and take my butt away wif it.

Caught my mind saying:"Oh i like the sound of yr tubo engine vibrating under my butt, pls! do it again!" 

Creation is the start of destruction. Imagination is beautiful when its imagined. Someone is thinking of me. I’m thinking of nobody. Time is ticking and my bathroom water is leaking. Cant stand the sound of it wait till i shut it tight. Getting moody above the glaring light, getting angry over the ugly sight.

Fucking neck is killing me. Cant believe i joined the gym. I’m forcing myself to think that i’ve made the right choice:

1.Burn off 26% of body lipos  2.Slap off flabby sparetyres 3. check out hotties, if there’s any. Not bad after all huh?

omg! I’m regreting!! haha…wada joke to play on myself. How dumb can i reallie be? Pretty dumb most of the time.

Life is like my toilet bowl- always full of shit. And i enjoy every moment of it :-)

nuff said.

heart broken

February 5th, 2007 by l0s3r66

It was supposed to be a joyous trip but it turned out to be a disaster…

Anger. Disappointment. Resent. was all she brought back from the trip…

Her story. Her tears. I laughed. I cried.

My heart goes out to her.my prayer goes out to her.my love goes out to her…

But who can she blame? The person who she loves most did not lay eyes on her. Instead,it was all over ‘them’.

She wans revenge.

Accused of being petty and childish was like rubbing chilli unto her wound.

She felt it. I felt it.

But in the end, all we could do was to wait for the sun to set, the lights to fuse, and the door to close before we could revive our wound with tears.    

Mei, dry your tears. I’m always here for you.

unuff said.

hiu vs burglar

January 11th, 2007 by l0s3r66

juz received a call from sis telling me house got broke in last night.

First reaction was to do a mind-tracking of my entire house.

Mom and my room was in a mess while the rest was left untouched…

Surprisingly,burglar din take my money hidden in the drawer.

So wat did burglar take?

Hell knows?

Honestly,my house got notting valuable except for the entire house.

No cash. No jewellery. No notting.

So i guess the burglar retreat empty-handed.

Feeling quite relieve but worried at the same time..

Wat if this happen again? wat if this happen while i am at home?

Mayb i’ll consider fixing an alarm for safety…

Or take up karate to fight burglars…

i’ve always wanted to fight badass, always thought i can kick their sorrie ass and be the hero of the day.

But i noe this can onli happen in my dream,

But i bet it’ll be a super kickass sweet dream!

God bless my home!

nuff said…

christmas wishes…

December 26th, 2006 by l0s3r66

still doing marketing asst. gonna stop now and blog!

so long nev blog liao…

too much to spit out yet too much laziness to type out. ya watever!

this year’s christmas was filled wif…

Warmth-from the massive crowd. why are there so many pp in orchard?! or why is orchard so small?! haha…how dumb can i be?

Walking-from one to another end. They blocked all the doors! idiots!

Pushing-the crowd. We reallie pushed our way through the crowd! haha…one ah ma tried to elbow my sis!

Laughing-all the way! dear and sis were pissed and pekceh but i was laughahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

i forgot to bring dear’s present so had to treat her to dinner cuz i feel so guilty.we ate pasta at iforgotwhere.i had blackpepper beef pasta and it was too blackpepperbeefpasta. yuck!

oh! and not forgetting shopping too!

bought a blue bag, top, face mask, sunnies! yeah! another sunnies! i think i’m addicted to buying sunnies…this one is from ALDO.

ok, time for my christmas wishes. (and new year’s revolution in case i lazy to blog)

1. happiness to all-myself,family,frenz…

2.world peace-PLEASE! SOMEONE STOP THE WAR! STOP ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERINGS!

3.healthier me! (more shitting)

4.smarter me! smarter me! (i think i’m quite smart alreadi)

5.confident me! sexier me! hotter me! (whahaha…)

the list goes on, but i shld stop here befor i crack myself…

nuff said…bitch off!

this phase

October 17th, 2006 by l0s3r66

This is familiar. All these shit is familiar.

This is not new to me, i’ve actuallie grown used to this shit…

in every point of my life, shit happens.

and i take it as a challenge.

it hits me like a bolt of lightning

i wanna run away.

i wanna hide.

i dun deserve this.

so tired. so sick. so fucked up.

i wanna leave all these shit behind and go back!

i miss my dear, i miss my frenz, i miss the happy moments we spent together…

did i make a wrong choice?

why am i here?

this is my destiny. this is my fate. this is my life.

time is the answer. God is the healer.

i need to remind myself tt i’m strong.

i need to remind myself tt i’m not alone.

i will overcome this shit. i will conquer this shit.

nuff said.

this feeling…

October 8th, 2006 by l0s3r66

sunday is the day. haze is the air. love is the feeling.

desire love. desire touch. desire kiss. desire you.

i want u and i want u now…

till then, u’ll be mine. body.mind.soul

i dunno where u are but i’m gonna find u…

till then, we’re be one. body.mind.soul

u noe i want u, and i noe u wan me…

till then, i’ll be yours. body.mind.soul

nuff said.

starry nite…

October 3rd, 2006 by l0s3r66

feeling a pain in my ass and u’re not helping…

i dun blame u for causing the pain so dun blame me for causing yours.

enuff is enuff.

feeling a pain in neck and notting is helping…

i dun like stress so u better not gimme one.

enuff is enuff.

feeling a pain in my head and noone is helping…

i dun like troubles so u better stop becoming one.

enuff is enuff.

feeling a pain in my heart and who can help me…

i love my life so u better love yours too.

enuff is enuff.

pls take me wif u…

September 17th, 2006 by l0s3r66

Seriously, these violence, criticism, hatres, anger have gotta stop…

i cant stand another outbreak of disaster…

wat is freaking going on wif everybody?

Narrow minded. Greedy. Immature. Insensative. Selfish. Cruel. Insane.

Honestly, i cant wait for the world to end!

At least, it will stop everything tt’s happening…

This world is beautiful. We are ugly. We do not deserve this world.

We’re poison. We’re sinful. We’re nefarious. We’re maleficent.

If u notice, a good person usuallie dies earlier…

Becuz they’re taken into God’s graceful and loving hands…

And the sinners get to stay in the sinful world…

The day the world ends will be the day my sorrow ends…   

twisted twisties

September 11th, 2006 by l0s3r66

munching the new teriyaki twisties, listening to craig’s unbelievable…

stupid MSN is down. screw it man…

feeling sexy…feeling seductive…

its amazing how music can induce all these emotions…

music is a beautiful gift from GOD…

Personally, music makes me fantasize…

music brings me to places i’ve never been in reality, people i’ve never met in reality, things i’ll never possess in reality, actions i’ll never do in reality, words i’ll never say in reality, sins i shouldn’t commit in reality….

damn the MSN is stilll down…this song by fallout boys sux big time!

nonetheless, music can also induce fustration, anger, sadness…this music juz pushed my fustration button. screw it!

i watched ‘take the lead’ last weekend and i can onli say it’s excellent!

makes me wanna take up ballroom dancing…haha…reallie love those sexy and seductive moves…

lets tok abt dance.

i love dancing…aunt told me that i’ll dance to any music, anywhere anytime when i was juz a kid…

As i grew up, i began dancing for school performances, church performances…i will perform in front of tens and even hundreds of staring eyes and i never got stage fright becuz of these exposure…

this song is making me feel good…*clap yr hands and move yr body*

getting a sore throat soon…damn! wat a day…

nuff said…*slutty bitch inc*