bubbly.for now.
Tuesday, February 5th, 2008Now
Damn i hate my neck. That piercing tingling burning pain is gettin on my nerves…Blame it on stress.
Chinese new year…
Is when my skin becomes thick but My lips becomes sweet.
My hand gets itchy. My mouth always full. And my toilet full of shit.
Last week
Grief. fear. tears.
I have one fear. The one and only fear. The biggest and greatest fear.
Death.
Not mine. Not at all.
My loved ones.
My life ends then. My soul vanishes then. My heart stops then.
Only my body. It will be empty. it will be hollow.
I can only pray hard. Trust God. Have faith in God.
Beg him to take my life instead. To take me with him.
Selfish, I am…
I pray that God takes good care of my friends, I know they’re safe in his kingdom.
Death…might not be my fear, when God is around.
nuff said.
