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Still unable to accept. Still unable to believe. How life can change so much, how life can get out of control. How i wish it never happened. How i wish it was back to normal. Sometimes i dislike them, sometimes i miss them. Sometimes i’ll scold myself for missing them, sometimes i just let myself forgive them. Sometimes i blame them, sometimes i blame life.

My head aches,but my heart aches even more…Who would see this coming? Who would believe it really happened? But it did. It really did. Smacking right in my face. Still unable to accept. Still unable to believe. So helpless, so restless…Cant live a day w/o thinking and worrying about the final conclusion. what will happen? Cant wait for the horrible process to be over.

And perhaps life will be back to normal…

nuff said.