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there goes another ache in my neck.

i’m strong. i’m stabborn. i’m tough. i’m brutal. i’m blunt.

i’m trained to be and act like this…

when there’s no man in the family,

when the only man who is supposed to give u all the protection, love, warmth in this world is gone, there is notting much left..

i become the one who replace him…or at least try my best to be him…

its hard. its painful. its tiring.

my life changed from the veri day he left…

i miss him. i love him. i hate him.

i hate myself. i pity myself.

but at the end of the day, i’m proud of myself…

i believe everything happens for a reason.

i believe GOD has a better plan for everything that had failed…

i trust him. i depend on him.

he’s my everything…

i look up, wipe my tears, breathe hard and wait for the rising sun to bring in the new chapter of my life…

nuff said…*slutty bitch inc*

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