Archive for April, 2006

its here again…

Wednesday, April 26th, 2006

this day is a back again….

this feeling is back again…

this mood is haunting me again…

i feel so empty…

i feel like i have no soul…

who am i?

why am i here?

who am i?

i’m crying inside…

i’m screaming inside…

i’m dying inside…

who can help me?

i’m in pain…

i’m in pain…

i’m in pain…

why am i still alive?

why am i still breathing?

why am i still awake?

i’m sick…

i’m abnormal…

i’m insane…

i’m helpless…

i’m souless…

i’m desperate…

i juz wanna fly…

i juz wanna get out…

i juz wanna be free…

And i noe this day will arrive soon…

pukeout…

lost…

Monday, April 10th, 2006

got no way to go…

feeling helpless…

feeling lost…

got no hope…

got no goal…

where’s the light?

i’m lost…

where’s my soul?

i’m lost…

i’m bleeding…

who can help me?

i’m crying…

who can hear me?

who took away my beautiful smile?

who took away my beautiful soul?

i shall wait till that day, and i will be saved…

enufff said…