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dear aron raj…i noe u reallie like my stories becuz its more original and touching than yours…but sad to say, i cant write too many.

I dun wanna make u cry…

today, i’ll tok abt smtg else…

i love the rain…

but its kinda irritating me these days…

wat is happening to our world today?

i thought this is the month of heat strokes?

i thought this is the month where sunscreens run out of sale?

i thought this is the month where the hot sun feeds on our skin?

i juz experienced a baby version of hurricane last month and i pray it wun never happen agn…

wat is happening to our world today?

we’re drowning…

we deserve all this…

we destroyed our onli home…

we deserve it…

Bee said someone’s doing experiment wif our weather and i 100% agree!!

now lets see who might be the culprit…

1. some rich country who wans to use the weather as a weapon to conquer the world!

2.its juz our mother earth having PMS…

3. A sign we gotta start learning to swim…

we muz all be environmental friendly.

This is our earth.

This is our home.

We muz do our part to protect our home.

Without our earth, where will we be?

Its not like we can find another planet and migrate there!

REUSE, REDUCE AND RECYCLE…

support free tits!! haha…

enuff said…

today, i found out that frenz who read my story was concerned about my past…i appreciate that u guys care, but DO NOT PITY ME.

There are people out there who have worse experience than me.

i juz wanna share my story wif pp who might hafta the same experience as me…i wan to let them noe tt they’re not alone. they dun hafta hide anything. they dun hafta be ashame of their past.

having a bad past doesn’t give u an excuse to be a bad person…

having a bad past doesn’t give an excuse to blame anyone, including yrself…

having a bad past doesn’t give u an excuse to manipulate others and den blame it on yr "bad past"…

i came from a broken family, my parents divorced when i was 3.

i had to leave my mom, away to s’pore at the age of 4, where i was abused.

i’ve experienced the worst frenship, frenz who manipulated, frenz who backstabbed, frenz who took me for granted, frenz who criticised juz to hurt me…

At home, my sister makes me suffer a living hell…she’s bad-tempered, she’s spoilt, she’s mean, she’s violent…

i’m a veri patient and tolerant person, i think i muz thank my sister for it becuz she’s like my patience mentor. but, i believe i’ll die of high blood pressure or heart attack one day…

i experienced the worst, not even my closest family or frenz noe it…

they remain my darkest secret…

onli GOD noes…and i noes GOD feels for me…

i do not blame anyone for this is my life.

this is who i am…

i’m juz glad that my past is not haunting me…i’m glad that i moved on…

i do not live in my past, i live WITH my past…they’re part of me, they gimme my identity, they’re my strength, they’re my weakness…

they remind me to be strong, they remind me of my vulnerability…

i admit i used to pity myself…drowning in my own sorrow…i’ll cry whenever i think of my past, because i dun understand why it muz happen to me…

but i realised that i’m being silly…i’m being stupid…

who says u hafta let go of yr past?

embrace them!

embrace them with LOVE!!

embrace them with forgiveness!!

no one, including myself, deserve any of these…but i see it as a gift from GOD…

this is the life he gave me…

eunff said…

i can cook.

I seriously can cook.

i dun look like i can cook, but i can cook.

My famous dishes are sweet spaghetti and nasi ‘gorang’…

Useless frenz like aron and jon dun believe i can cook, they even warned my galfrenz to avoid getting food poisoning from eating my food. How sweet and caring of them!

Anyway, lemmi share my secret recipe wif u peps…

HOW TO MAKE HIU’S SWEET SPAGHETTI:

1.heat oil-filled pan.

2.fry chopped garlic, onion, yr-choice-of-ingredient-like-  beef/chicken/prawns.

3.put spaghetti sauce, water, salt and lotsa SUGAR! (ok, not too much.) hehe…

4.put cooked spaghetti.

5.EAT!

Next, HOW TO MAKE HIU’S NASI ‘GORANG’:

1.heat oil-filled pan.

2.fry garlic, onion, yr-choice-of-ingredient

3.put overnite rice.

4.add water, salt, and SUGAR agn! (i put becuz it was too salty.) hehe…

5.EAT!

Trust me, its nice!

i’ll recommand peps who stay out wif frenz to cook at least once a week. Its healthy, its money-saving, its frenz-bonding, its fun and aft a few practices, u’ll be a great cook like me! hehe..

if u cant cook, clean the dishes, or volunteer to buy ingredients, everyone muz contribute…

Fair enuff.

gotta do assignment liao.

enuff said…

My name is Tong Hiu Li.

I’m borned in tawau.

Nice Food, Nice People. I like the pig liver noodles and sweet&sour pork rib noodles, and there’s oso my mom’s cooking…i”m toking abt food becuz i’m hungry! No one wans to eat my nasi goreng!

Den i went to s’pore at the age of 4. According to my mom, she sent me away becuz she caught my bro slapping me…and HOW DAMN IS THAT?!

In the sunny island, i was abused by aunt and uncle. They’ll always vent their angers on me,especially my aunt. She’ll be reallie unreasonable and punish me for stupid little things like…i cant remember. Too many!

When i say abuse, its real abuse.

Physical abuse, Psychology abuse, Verbal abuse, Emotion abuse…

Its crazy for my poor little, innocent, naive mind to take all these abuses.

Once, my crazy aunt tied me to the gate in the middle of the nite! Using my skipping robe! becuz i failed my spelling test! HOW DAMN CAN SHE BE?!

Den, my neighbour saw and called the police! haha..typical singaporeans! but its good anyway…i was saved…

There’s many more crazy abuses but too lazy to write everything down.

Till now, i still can remember everything, but i guess i forgave my aunt long ago. I admit i still do hold grudges against her smtimes, becuz i never like her! i can never understand how can someone demand so much from a young kid?

My aunt has 4 kids…and i’m sure she doesn’t treat her kids like the way she treated me.

I love her kids, i watched them grow, i bathe them, i feed them, they’re so dear to me. And when they piss me off, i hit them. But my heart hurts so much aft that! I even cried when i slapped my baby jenice (she’s my baby cousin)

So i cant understand why my aunt can be so brutal…

But den agn, i believe that evrything happens for a reason…

GOD muz have his reasons to make me go thru all of these…

I became a stronger person, but i also became a weaker person…

Life goes on, and tomorrow, i’ll be a better and happier person…

Anyways, i later came back to m’sia aft ‘O’ level to further my studies.

Met a bunch of crazy frenz who i love dearly!!

Everything is so far so good…

After that, HECK LA!!

enuff said…

i’m a talented song writer and composer!!!

i wrote a few songs that goes like this…

" I ain’t got any gal,

I ain’t got any love,

I juz need a gal to complete my world."

This kinda song is for people who’s tired of a bacherlor life.

Next…

" I got no balls,

I got no balls,

So do u,

So do u."

This kinda song is obviously for people who have no balls! haha…wat happens if a guy’s balls are missing? i wonder if doctors can replace them wif sperm bags?

Its sad when someone is acting all desperate and trying so hard to fit in…i reallie think we muz always live for ourselves, not others… we muz learn to accept ourselves for who we are and not trying to change ourselves to fit in or be accepted by others…

i’m being philosophical. All kims fault! haha…

okok…next song,

"I strip myself,

He strips himself,

And we sleep ourselves."

This song is toking abt hookers. Aron is supposed to cum up wif a song abt gigolo but he feels insulted because it remains him of himself…

Den there’s my last song but its " Mature Content"

I was told to cum up wif someone that rhymes, so as dirty as my mind can be, i finally cum up wif my "master piece"…

" S**** is good,

S**** is yummy,

Into my mouth, down to my tummy."

This song is up to u to guess and imagine…

OH! and there’s a song from aron that goes like this…

" i ain’t got money to buy some honey,

And the bunny’s getting reallie horny."

Do bunnies eat honey, Aron? i hope u din mistaken Pooh as a Bunny?! HOW DUMB CAN U BE?

Lastly, its up to u people to judge who’s more talented in song writting?

enuff said…